hello. orientation ended today with a success overall. kudos and thanks to everyone who put in effort to make this a success!!! enjoyed myself and learned much through this experience. although we faced some setbacks here and there, we managed to overcome the difficulties and still made it through.(:
oh well, tomorrow, it's back to lesson! i can't help but think i'm already lagging behind my classmates. it's a new class, new classmates, a new experience. but that fear is still lodged in my heart. what to do? i'm a born worrier.
just finished my e math homework and i want to do hcl but i find it difficult. i tend to give up easily too. i want to change but don't know how. i wanted to be enthu about this year but that level of enthusiasm seems to have gone down. i just feel lethargic and all. i can't help myself.
had band prac today as well. syf is approching real fast. but everyone is like not worried at all. i wouldn't say today's prac was good cos sir was angry with us not being self-initiated and all. but i had learned more about techniques and i would say i improved in my playing.
anyways, i'm now down with a slight blocked nose and a little sore throat. i can't help but picture myself falling ill and just breaking down. what to do? |