[Chocoholic Happiness]

CNY Celebrations! Bunny bunny...

2011-02-04T00:46:00.001+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! :D

I WILL EMBRACE THE CHALLENGES AND WHATEVER COMES MY WAY WITH COURAGE AND RESILLIENCE IN THE NEW YEAR

Genuine

2011-01-27T11:06:00.002+08:00

Today marks the start of a new phase for those in JCs. It also got me thinking about those who got posted to the JCs. Wanting a gathering nowadays is so difficult, due to inefficiency and unorganized planning. So listen up, I CAN TAKE LEAVE AS LONG AS YOU TELL ME 2 DAYS BEFORE SO THAT MY MANAGER CAN FIND PEOPLE TO TAKE OVER ME. Don't always come up with last minute decisions with no details that i can't agree to.

*Breathes out*

Now that I've gotten it out of my system, feeling much better.:D

Perplexed

2011-01-24T20:31:00.002+08:00

Way too long since I've last posted. About 8 months. Looking back, it's been a hectic and packed 8 months and counting. Heck, it's been a hectic past year, dealing with PB, CB, the BIG Os, friends and family. The lethargy coming down is so overwhelming that it's getting difficult to breathe.

I did some spring cleaning the other day and found a box which I'd used to keep notes from friends, teachers and mentors. Every single time I picked up a note and read through it, I guess I do feel that so and so has been impacted by me some way or another. And then I ask myself, Was I a positive influence? What impression did I give? Then I think back to the specific events of the past year. Some of which I'm not too proud of/quite embarrassed by, some of which made me really angry and of course those that brought happiness to my life. The people who were involved in all these different happenings. I think further and realised I may have been living behind a facade all this time, saying something but doing something else instead. Even in front of people whom I address as "my closest friends".

Then another question pops into my mind, Who are my closest friends? What do I define as a close friend? Someone that understands me completely, always there for me when I need her? Or someone that won't complain even when I call her up in the middle of the night to complain about insomnia even if she has been in lalaland for the past 2 hours having the greatest dream ever? Do I have such friends? Happenings of the past year proves me wrong for some of those "close friends" of mine. Have I been a great friend to them? I did put my best effort in being their friend so I can say that I have, I guess...

Talking about effort put in, studies was another huge hurdle that I had to overcome. My mind was always filled with the up and coming Os but at 4 months to the big exam I was still watcing dramas.(bad) At the final lap after the Prelims I would say that I did put in effort but was it enough? I don't know. But did I reap what I sow? I guess. 3A1s in EL, E Math and Chinese, 6B3s in A Math, HCL, Combined Humanities, Biology, Chemistry, Physics. Was that considered good? I really have no clue. Many would say "Having an L1R5 of 12 and ELR2B2 of 9 is SO good. Go for JC lah."

And then they ask, "Where do you intend to go?"
"Ngee Ann Poly."
"Why you so silly? just go JC lah."
Talk about breaking the stereotypes of polytechnics. Every single time I hear such comments, I feel as if I've disappointed yet one other person. But did I really? It's just so hard to live up to everyone's expectations. I think I've somehow lost my sense of direction already. I don't really have any goal to work towards. Is going to poly really such an embarrassment? I don't think so. Will I do well in poly? I'll do my best. I may not become the top student but I believe that I can do well if i put my mind to it. Hopefully, that would get me somewhere in this stiffling world of expectations and certifications.

BIRTHDAY!

2010-05-08T23:01:00.002+08:00

this post is a little late... but had a great birthday like 2 weeks ago. have been busy with mid years.D: it sucks btw, to have your birthday during the exam period.

anyway, thanks for the great presents. although it felt rather dreary on that day with the rain and all.

will be going on hiatus most likely till after Os or during June hols depending on my marks and schedule.

now back to mugging for the last 6 papers!

STUDY?

2010-03-19T18:59:00.002+08:00

It has been a long long long time since I posted. I don't know if it was just me being plain lazy or I have no proper management of what I do. The Os are aproaching real quickly and here I am still procrastinating and sleeping for long hours. WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU RUBY?!?!?!?!
I seriously need to wake up and work. Whenever I start lazing around, I picture my classmates studying hard and I try to do the same but I end up lazing around again. My body is not with me. MIND OVER MATTER RUBY! My future for A Math is brightening whereas my future for Chemistry is still like a pitch black tunnel. What am I supposed to do now? I'm just not seeing it. Should I have just dropped to Combined Science? It would have been a waste to my other 2 sciences which are picking up. PROCRASTINATION IS BOUND TO KILL ME ONE DAY!
Now, back to supposed mugging!

2010

2010-01-01T14:00:00.001+08:00

10,9,8,7,6,5,4,3,2,1! Happy New Year! :) Okay...that was just "self-high-ness".A year has finally gone by and a lot has happened.
Just got back from camp about 2 days ago and I admit that I rather enjoyed myself with Ben 10 and Alien Force. Of course not forgetting the bonding time within my group of great friends Bi Hui, Janelle, Rachel L. , Hwee Xian, Amanda and Wei Qin, telling each other lame jokes and having meals together. :)
This camp has taught me a lot although it was just a simple one in school. It taught me much about accountability, responsibility, and independence. Being responsible for my own health and my dorm mates, being accountable towards my parents about my safety and health and being independent during the camp and not being so reliant on others.
I've also learnt about changing my perspective when I look at things. Through the paradigm that Ms Gan mentioned during one of the sessions, I now feel different when I face different problems and situations. :D
Hopefully in Year 2010, I'll be able to face problems with a different outlook and be able to have a breakthrough from 2009! :D

Past, Present and Future

2009-11-26T22:12:00.003+08:00

Hey people. I had this sudden urge to wanna blog. I was talking to Janelle online recently and she mentioned about how time flies by so quicky that in just a few months time, we'll be having our last pb installation, last pb handover, last founders day, last sports day, etc. It just suddenly struck me that PB has impacted me and enriched my life in PL greatly. Looking through all the photos of the times in PB, I realised that I made many great friends who go through thick and thin with me, and care about me greatly. I really appreciate all of you! (:

Suddenly deep in my heart, I wish that time would just slow down and not go by so quickly. I don't want the goodbyes to come so quickly, where i have to part with my beloved friends.
I don't want the Os to come either. It's scaring me that I only have less than a year to study for this major exam that's going to be such a big milestone in my life. I keep telling myself that I have to do well, but can I really do it? I dunno. But I really hope so...

Time please stop at this very moment....

Back from Hiatus

2009-11-06T22:00:00.002+08:00

Hello. it has been very long since I last posted. Like really long, I can see the pile of dust that was accumulating over time. So much has happened during this period of hiatus that made me realise how much I should treasure those around me.

Coping with school life and people's expectations of me. Which reminds me of what Amanda told me over a conversation a while back. I can't remember the exact words she used but she was telling me about marks being the most important but whether we would work hard after that. I realised that however that may be, it's very difficult to really accomplish that. Because of this practical and realistic society, everyone's just so caught up in achievements and accolades and they would forget the really important things in life.

After getting back my results recently, I realised how little effort I have put in and how my attitude towards school has changed over time. When having the teacher-pupil conferencing a few days back, Mrs C asked me a few questions that really stumped me. She asked, "How do you recharge yourself when you are stressed?" and "How do you feel towards school/ coming to school now compared to the past?" I haven't really thought about those things and when those questions were thrown to me, I really didn't know how to answer her. I guess I don't really feel that passion towards school that I had when I was younger. I just kinda feel very tired about everything and wish that everything would just stop for a moment for me to catch a breather. Looking at my results made me reflect about what I should do this holiday instead of playing. I feel so broken down after knowing all the holiday assignments and how much time I have left before next year's O levels. It really scares me, the way time flies by so fast. I feel like I won't have enough energy by the time O levels really come. I really think I should thank all those around me like my family, Chun, Vivian, Jas, Iris, Theng Hiang, Wye Syn, Gracious, Yee Tin, Ying Jia, Amanda, Leong, Janelle, Wei Qin, Bi Hui, 3A1, all my close friends and of course all teachers who have taught me. Without all of you, I'd probably wouldn't press on until today and would probably have given up halfway.

Thanks to-
Wye Syn: For creating ATP and giving me the best memories of my teenage life.
Chun: For being there for me when I needed it and just being your sotong self.
Vivian: For being so funny and being there to encourage me.
Jas: For being the best class buddy ever! and for listening to me complain.
Iris: For being the one who brings nice food during potluck.
Theng Hiang: For being the math genius you are.
Gracious: For being so joyful and loving JAM!
Yee Tin: For being the most adorable bear and being good in your academics to help poor me.
YingJia: For being that funny and 'ruby's-house-food-loving-friend'.
Amanda: For telling me lame jokes and having lame jokes competition with me.
Leong: For being the best EL partner anyone could ever have and being there to listen to me.
Janelle: For trusting me and letting me be your listening ear.
Wei Qin: For being the only one who learns taekwondo with a sister in the same class as mine.
Bi Hui: For being the cute little friend :D

Thanks to you all for being there for me. I'll treasure you always!

OVER!

2009-10-05T14:27:00.002+08:00

hey peeps. exams are finally over! woohoo. like after the whole year of hard work, a piece of weight is finally lifted off. i feel so relaxed. haha.
looking back, the whole year had its ups and downs. this year wasn't really what i expected it to be. many things didn't go the way i wanted it to. like my results and pb stuff too. but i think they were blessings in disguises. not getting in the exco did give me more time to study and not achieving good results did wake me up and make me work harder to achieve better grades. hopefully they will really be blessings in the future.
looking ahead, next year will hopefully be better but would definitely be busier and more stressful, seeing that there is o levels next year. i really wish for my grades to go up but it seems so difficult. oh well, what to do? i have to just admit fate.

unrest

2009-08-23T19:06:00.000+08:00

it's been 3 months since i posted. time has gone by so fast and many things have happened.

i've been having this internal unrest.
i dunno how long it has been and when it started but you caused it and you know who you are.
if it was me who made you like that i'm sorry but don't give that attitude to the rest.
i hate it when you do that. i may not be in the position to say this but i really don't like the way you ignore our existence. you treat everyone else like we are inferior to you when we're not.
so i advise you to stop it cos i bet you don't feel any better inside. and with you going on like that i'd rather we disband.

one last word of advise: we can always go back to the past as long as you just STOP your stupid attitude

Disappointment

2009-05-31T12:38:00.002+08:00

just got back results on friday.

i feel like i've disappointed lots of people. Teachers, friends and of course family.
everybody's expectations of me just gets higher and higher.

sometimes i feel like if i just didn't do well since young maybe they won't expect that much. or maybe if i wasn't as intellectually capable as i was or am now. Not that i'm that smart anyways.

i just can't face up to the disappointment. yes, i'm soaking in my misery. but nobody knows that.

i'm sick and tired of everybody telling me "ruby, why are your grades slipping so much? i expected better results. maybe being in the prefectorial board is taking up too much of your time. maybe you should quit the board."

i don't want to quit the board. it has given me opportunities to lead and serve the school. i had fun there. i really don't want to quit. the most i'll just not join the exco interview or something.

if i've disappointed you, i'm sorry. i promise to work hard and do my best to achieve better results next term. i just haven't seen the light yet. i'm just not as smart as others and i need more time to see what others see in an instant. i can't really do anything about me being slow. it's just the way i am. i can't help it that people in my class are so much smarter than me.

maybe i really shouldn't have appealed into this class. maybe it wasn't really necessary for me to have appealed in. if i didn't appeal, maybe i would have done better in my previous class.

i really feel the stress kicking in. i don't know if i can cope. nobody is helping me with my weaker subjects besides wye syn. but you can't possibly be helping me 24/7. i don't know if anybody at home can help me with any of my subjects besides the languages.

i don't know what to do. just this hols alone i have about 24 pieces of homework. every single subject gives an average of 2 pieces of homework each. mum banned me from watching boys over flowers and banned me from listening to music when doing work. i kinda have no form of entertainment at all now. the only time i can watch tv is when mummy's around. listen to music when i go out.

i don't even think they would allow me to go out this june hols. most probably miss wye syn's concert if i don't manage to persuade daddy to let me go. hope everything goes well tomorrow.

Long Long Ago

2009-05-13T22:20:00.002+08:00

hello. real dead blog.it has been almost 2 months since i posted.
i didn't even post on my birthday.
thanks to those who remembered my birthday and wished me.
i have pics but lazy to upload.

common tests have ended like yesterday. but i don't feel the joy of freedom after CTs.
it's like it doesn't really mean anything.

this year has been quite mundane and i've been questioning myself a lot more lately. maybe it's because of my very influential partner:D
or maybe it's just because a lot has happened and i have been reflecting on those a lot too.

i've asked myself why i don't have the freedom others have.
is it because i'm not contented with what i have?
or is this just the life i've been fated to live.

i've been having this premonition as well that my back problem will become very serious and i would become paralysed from waist down.
will this ever happen?
i don't know.
i just don't have a good feeling about it.

after common test i have been coaching my sis in her work.
i really wonder if all i do is being recognised and whether i would be affirmed.
i spent time coaching her and explaining to her.
but today, she wanted to watch tv. i just wanted her to focus so i tried to switch it off.
but all i got from her was a kick in the stomach and hatred from her.
was all the effort that i put in worth it?
i don't even get the due respect that i deserve as an older sister.

mummy is also having higher expectations of me.
i feel like i'm about to break down any time.
i don't know if i am able to keep up with all that is happening.

everybody has expectations of me; teachers, friends, parents, siblings.
what if i let them down?
they'll all be disappointed with me.

can anybody just spare me this torture and just let me sleep my life away in my own little world?

FUNFUNFUN;TIREDTIREDTIRED

2009-03-20T22:05:00.002+08:00

hello. back from SYNAPSE!-DASH 2009 and from m'sia. had lots of fun. photos can be found on my facebook account. made new friends as well.

in m'sia, ties were bonded and strengthened with my cousins as well, such as: ying hui, wei hong, aidan, adrielle, cristy, trisha, shana, and my 2 older cousins.had my first archery and snooker session. played bowling and went karaoke-ing too. real fun.

gtg already.
byes

Bleh

2009-03-08T11:55:00.002+08:00

heylo. got back my results. not pleased at all. tsk. i can't believe this. not what i expected at all. especially chinese and physics. omg.i really can't take it anymore. hopefully i'll do better next term. aah. i just wanna die away. dunno what to do.

Am I Really?

2009-03-01T22:36:00.003+08:00

hellos. i just visited yingjia's blog and it got me thinking.

have i been a good friend?
a good classmate?
a good listening ear?
a good counsellor?
a good shoulder to cry on?
a good student even?

i don't think i have been doing well in school. i've been thinking about the appeal i made to get into 3A1, whether it had been the right choice. i'm really vexed about it.

i have been stressed out lately and most of you would have seen me just vent my anger on or complain to something/someone. i'm really sorry if that someone had been you. i really didn't mean it.

sometimes i'm just that self-centred and i really didn't know you've had problems and stress of your own too. maybe it just didn't strike me that at that point of time you might be going through family problems/etc. i'm really really sorry. if not for you, i wouldn't be this happy now. you would have contributed to my happiness somehow or rather in your own way. and i'm really grateful for that.

and right now, as i think about it, i really have neglected some of you like the atp members from A3, i'm sorry for that. i promise we will spend more time with each other.(:

to all my friends out there, i'm grateful for your very existence in my life and your contribution towards what i am today. be it laughter when i go to school/etc.

thanks just so much.

OVER

2009-02-24T22:22:00.002+08:00

THE COMMON TESTS ARE OVER!!!

haha. i've never felt so overjoyed yet tired at the same time. It's such an extraordinary feeling. haha. i think i'm going to collapse. i can barely open my eyes now but i have to complete my compo. i dun even know how to continue. tsk. haha. i hope chun hsin gets better. she fell sick today. actually, i'm not feeling well too. but i guess i just don't look that way. i have band tomorrow and the day after as well. aaahh. i just wanna sleep for the next 72 hours. that would be the day man. haha. ok, gtg finish up compo. byes.

MUGMUGMUG

2009-02-20T22:12:00.003+08:00

hello. it has been a week since i last posted. have been busy mugging for the common tests. i don't think i will reap great results this time especially for e math and chemistry and english. nothing is going as i planned. i'm just super tired, trying to study and all. chem was horrible, terrible, vegetable. haha. what am i going to do when i don't get the expected results? i can just visualize everyone looking at me with faces of disappointment. thinkng back, i really wonder if i had made the right choice to appeal to get into 3A1. maybe life in 3a2 would be less stressful. sometimes i just wish for everything to just end. but i know that cannot be. maybe im just fated for such a life.i don't think i can hold out for much longer. my body is failing me and i'm totally breaking down. i wish for myself to just fall and never get up again. life's unfair. why do some people never study and always get the grades they want? but i study like crazy but always end up disappointed. i don't want to resign to such a fate. i want to break down, cry and just sleep my life away......

Installation & Valentine's Day

2009-02-13T22:57:00.004+08:00

hello. real long time since i last posted. time to upload pictures. installation was on wednesday and was a success and great fun. brought mayflower secondary and cresent girls school around our school for the tour. took many pictures and camwhored before installation started. but i don't have all the pictures yet. aww. sad. but still i will upload those that i have.

will update photos soon.

next up, VALENTINE'S DAY!

ok i didn't manage to take pictures with anybody cos today was a busy day. nevertheless, must still wish all of you happy VDAY!

ok that's all. i gtg. bb.

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

2009-01-25T21:01:00.003+08:00

hello. the new year is arriving in approximately 2 hours and 58 mins. haha. i feel so excited now. gonna stay up till quite late cos i want to 守岁 for my parents. yay. haha. another year is passing and i'm about to be another year older. hope i become better in whatever i do and i hope to be more sensible and hopefully i want to pass my 2.4 with a D. i'm contented to just pass. haha. here's wishing everyone a
HAPPY CHINESE 牛 YEAR!
haha. all the best for everyone!

Slackish

2009-01-20T22:43:00.002+08:00

hello. a lethargic me is facing school every morning. i can't help it but to feel sleepy. i yawn and just continue keeping up a front but i really just feel lethargic inside. i have never felt like this. why is this so? i'm just tired. i'm sirry if i'm mean to you in the mornings or afternoons cause i'm just feeling grumpy due to the lack of sleep. sorry once again. and thanks so much for bearing with me.

Busying In Progress

2009-01-11T22:20:00.004+08:00

hello. had a busy week. had to catch up with lessons missed and all. was real tiring. but i made it! haha.

cca fair was a success! a little chaotic but still it was great. anyway, hope that next week would be better.

went to parkway parade today to shop for groceries and cny stuff. i took 5 pictures when i was outside pp near the huge statues or whatever their called. real cool. the bubbles were of different colours.
so pretty. haha. like in a wonderland of bubbles.

watched the special 3 min little nyonya just now too. it was kinda rubbishy cos they didn't really answer the question marks as to what happened to the other characters and just so called resaid those points that are already known. whcih was bad. cos they made me excited for nothing. tak. haha.

gtg. have to complete ss and geog. byes.

Breaking Down

2009-01-06T22:32:00.002+08:00

hello. orientation ended today with a success overall. kudos and thanks to everyone who put in effort to make this a success!!! enjoyed myself and learned much through this experience. although we faced some setbacks here and there, we managed to overcome the difficulties and still made it through.(:

oh well, tomorrow, it's back to lesson! i can't help but think i'm already lagging behind my classmates. it's a new class, new classmates, a new experience. but that fear is still lodged in my heart. what to do? i'm a born worrier.

just finished my e math homework and i want to do hcl but i find it difficult. i tend to give up easily too. i want to change but don't know how. i wanted to be enthu about this year but that level of enthusiasm seems to have gone down. i just feel lethargic and all. i can't help myself.

had band prac today as well. syf is approching real fast. but everyone is like not worried at all. i wouldn't say today's prac was good cos sir was angry with us not being self-initiated and all. but i had learned more about techniques and i would say i improved in my playing.

anyways, i'm now down with a slight blocked nose and a little sore throat. i can't help but picture myself falling ill and just breaking down. what to do?

Back And Recharged?

2009-01-02T22:34:00.002+08:00

hello. i was back from camp on the 30th. had band on that day too. which was tiring but fun. camp was great for starters had a more in-depth study about the new systems in the pb and had great bonding sessions.(:
the new year has come already and i know i'm a little late but still, HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
and i went through the 1st day of school today. it was alright, just a little tiring. sec 1 orientation didn't receive much response as they were quite new. but this will most probably change as time goes by.(:
ok, now i have to go neopetsing to de-stress. haha.

Camp

2008-12-27T22:07:00.002+08:00

hello. i'll be away for pb camp until tuesday. i'm the kind of person who is not excited about camps.i just don't feel comfortable leaving the comfort of home. is that really what camp is about?
i also have t miss my drama serials at night like little nyonya, and love blossoms 2.i have to miss 2 episodes of little nyonya. aaah. i wanna watch. tsk. why must camp be on a weekday?!?!
oh well, i'll just have to resign to my fate. NO! Yueniang say cannot resign to fate. haha. jkjk.

IT'S A MERRY CHRISTMAS((:BUT I'M ANOTHER SAD YEAR OLDER)):

2008-12-24T23:23:00.002+08:00

hello. it will be christmas in approximately half an hour's time. here's wishing everyone a merry christmas!! hope everybody will get many presents and will enjoy the time spent with family(:
oh well, another year has come and gone in the blink of an eye. i'll be sec 3 next year and following that sec 4. i can't believe how fast time has flown by. i've made gret friends, did fun and great things, and enjoyed myself tremendously throughout the past 14 years of my life. i may have had some regrets but i'll try hard not to have them in future.
so here's to all A VERY MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!(:

LITTLE NYONYA!!!

2008-12-22T23:06:00.003+08:00

hello. i've been kinda addicted to watching this show lately. it's called little nyonya!!! i love it. it's so exciting and you'll never get tired of watching it. main characters being jeanette aw, joanne peh, qi yu wu, xiang yun, etc, this show is fun and interesting to see how babas of the past had to behave and act as well as watch how these actors portray the characters of the past. do catch it if you have the chance and not watching it yet. it's on channel 8 everyday from 9pm-10pm except for mondays from 8pm-10pm. i feel like i've just did an advertisement for the show. oh well, good shows are to be reccomended.(:
gtg. i have band prac tomorrow morning. sian, back to school in about 9 days!!! ah. why so fast?

Grandma's Birthday

2008-12-21T22:38:00.003+08:00

hello. today is my grandma's 80th birthday!!
took a picture of the cake only. the rest of the pics are with daddy so can't upload.

nice cake. had a sumptuous spread as well for dinner. looking forward to xmas that is like approaching in 3 days(counting from tomorrow). presents and time spent with family of course.(:
anyways, gtg now. have to sleep earlier. need to prepare a dish before going to school tomorrow for meeting. tired.

Free?

2008-12-12T22:13:00.002+08:00

hello. finished my homework at approximately 3 plus this afternoon today. haha. finally after so long. yay. but am i really free? i still have to start studying and start revising my work for next year. i still have to go to school tomorrow and i haven't come up with any designs yet. what am i to do?
i have to go start designing and hopefully at least finish 1 by tonight. then at least after that i only have to do 2.
anyway, went to school today to get measurements taken for my blazer but i ended up only needing to take measurements for my blouse inside. since i have the blazer and skirt already. all the tailor told me was 15.5 and that was it. i could go home aftre waiting half and hour for the tailor. so i helped take measurements since i was the 1st one. and we managed to finish quite fast and i went home 15 minutes earlier.
anyways,i hope to be able to understand sec 3 work better. if not, i can see myself dying under the pile of books. haha. gtg. byes.

okay

2008-12-09T22:29:00.005+08:00

hello. went out to hougang mall today. i had fried rice for lunch before going out. took a picture of it too. it looks like a small mountain. haha. actually it's a big mountain. haha

the broccoli looks like small little trees. haha.

and this is the chef behind it all. TITA!!!(tagalog for auntie)

my cousin came back from korea a few days ago too. she bought some souvenirs for me too.

some seaweed which tastes extremely nice by the way, some cracker like thingy, and a handphone deco with a keychain. according to her, by rubbing the nose, one can give birth to a boy and by rubbing the ears, one can give brith to a girl. although this is kinda irrelevant, but still must thank her for it cos she got it from jeju island for me(:

and jas was back on sunday!!(actually 10 minutes after saturday ended so sunday)
she bought me cute stuff too. as shown below.

there is a magnetic keychain that both of us are going to share, a doraemon light thingy(cute) and a membership card of some sort. i haven't gone there but it looks nice. haha. very glam looking. haha. thanks jas!!<33

and now i'm back to being enthu about my homework with just a mere 1 and a half of it left. mainly chinese letter writing and non-fiction book review which can be considered half done since i have the book and haven't read it. haha.
gtg le, byes.

STUDY TIME

2008-12-04T22:30:00.003+08:00

hello. went to buy books today. woke up at like 8 plus to get ready and left the house at around 9. met anna at the primary school and she helped us with my sis's books, she's a very nice senior. haha. following that i went over to the secondary school side to buy me and my other sis's books. i almost fainted when i saw my books. haha. they are so thick and so complicated and most importantly, SO CHEEM!!! haha. let me show you how thick. look at the following pic and you will understand. haha.
it practically filled my whole shelf!!!
anyway, i have to go now. have to complete my homework and start studying before the year starts since i'll be busy with sec 1 orientation in the beginning of the year. yup. that's all for now. byes.

Blamed

2008-12-03T22:19:00.002+08:00

why am i blamed for everything? i didn't even say anything mind you. i just said anything and you flared up. what is this? i can't stand this. why do you always do this to me? why am i being tortured so badly emotionally? is this meant to help me grow? cos it most certainly is not helping at all!

Lonely

2008-12-01T22:42:00.002+08:00

hello. jas flew off today to hong kong. i think she just reached there. hope she enjoys herself. she stresses herself out too much. must relax kay jas? haha.
anyway, i did half of my chinese compo today which means i still have an outstanding amount of 4 1/2 PIECES OF HOMEWORK RANGING FROM MATH TO CHINESE TO ENGLISH. so much for being enthusiastic about homework. har har.
have to go back to school for a meeting tomorrow and i still haven't thought about anything for a group name. i just have no inspiration for it. i think bi hui has a nice name for the group though. it's meaningful and represents our group well. hope she voices it out tomorrow.
i just found out that i'm suddenly in the games commitee today through a very confusing email from shabbna and priscilla. i'm still a little lost about everything. haha. hope things will work out in the end.
gtg now. i want to finsh the book i'm currently reading. it's quite nice. it's SPECIAL DELIVERY BY ZOE BARNES. if you have time to go to the library, this book is quite a fun read so you can check it out. haha. i feel like some weirdo reccommending books to______(fill this blank with your name). haha.
ok. now really have to go. byes.

Estatic

2008-11-29T23:19:00.003+08:00

hello. received a letter from the school today. they told me that there was a vacancy in 3A1 and i got accepted into my desired combination. actually i knew this already on monday as mrs chong called up my father and told him about it. however, mum said that nothing is confirmed unless there is black and white. but this time i wasn't that frantic about the results. like i didn't really get excited about going to the letterbox and going to open it several times a day. maybe it's because i knew the results beforehand and that my mum kinda scolded me for stressing the whole family the previous time for the result. haha.
anyway, many people are going overseas this time. i feel so lonely in singapore not going anywhere except to school for meetings and band practice. and my most frequent sms partners away in some foreign country and enjoying themselves. ahh. I WANNA GO!!!

Outing With GB

2008-11-28T22:33:00.005+08:00

hello. went out with my grandbuddy and sisters today. watched wildchild. which is really funny by the way. haha. good lol for all you stressed people out there.
went carrefour and marks and spencers before that to shop for stuff before the movie. had good time today. met iris and jas there too.(right, jas?) haha. anyway, pics to show our time. actually only one pic. haha.

after the movie
went walking aimlessly aropund orchard after that while waiting for mummy to finish work. and saw winnie the pooh meet and greet session at takashimaya. took pictures again.

and the xmas tree at orchard as well as the lightings were good. quite soothing to the soul. haha. saw a percussion band as well.

yup that's all for today. quite tired but i wanna watch the perfect cut last episode. real nice show. must watch. haha. gtg. byes.

Results Unleashed

2008-11-24T22:27:00.002+08:00

hello. the long awaited results are out. my sis went to open the letterbox today and got the letter. the reult of the appeal?---unsucessful. i cried real badly before my physiotherapy session at KKH today. i was thinking about what i had done wrong and whether or not i deserved this outcome. the letter just stated that there are no more vacancies. did that mean that if there were more vacancies i would have got in? was it because my resuls just wasn't good enough? i seem to have got over it on the outside but my heart is still tearing on the inside. being separated from jas chun hsin and iris. but still... it was because i had not met my own expectations of myself getting into the class. i thought i had stood a chance. but i just didn't. wth. why am i even pondering over such stuff for. my mum suggested a re-appeal after she'd seen me so sad but i was thinking about whether a re-appeal would even make a difference. since this was the road that was given to me, why not just walk down it with a smile on my face showing this world i was alright but not so on the inside. it's not like i'm alone there. i still have friends like gracious, vivian, meixi, priscilla, melodi, elvina and more. i just won't be in the same class as those whom i was closer to. no offecne to the rest. i'm still trying self-consolation. thoughts in my head that are superficial to what i really feel. thoughts like 'so what if i didn't get into 3A1? i'm still gonna do well.' but does self-consolation really work? i dunno. but i have to keep trying. i'm still pressing on for i have no idea what. can someone just gimme a sign or something. for me to wake up from this dream where wishes can come true cos i know that in reality, such things can never happen...

Up up and away

2008-11-22T22:35:00.002+08:00

hello. it has been a week since the results were supposed to be out. kinda freaked myself out throughout the week. whenever i hear that the results are out, my hands just freeze up and turn cold. i can't take this. iris got her letter today.but she doesn't want to tell me what the result is. she wants to wait till i get my letter to tell me. aah. i can't take this lying down anymore. when will the letter ever come?!?!?!

Separation once again

2008-11-19T22:33:00.004+08:00

hello. this post is dedicated to the one and only CA of ATP, WYE SYN!!!
sorry about your unglam but that's the only one i have that's you alone one(:
wye syn:
you are a wonderful CA to ATP and it has been a great, humongous(i forgot how to spell), extraordinary, bombastic time spent with you and the rest of ATP. i don't know how to thank you for all your support and everything else.
you have been a great friend, counsellor, joker, entertainer, harmonizer(with vivian-think of me), debater(with gtao) and many more that i can't really name now but still. i love you lots and i'm sure the whole of ATP does too. i'll miss you damn lots. and you must come for the ATP outing that i'm still in the midst of planning. all the best in xin min if you're going there. i know you wil find your friends.(:
and fyi, zhonghua is in hougang district. i went there before and their uniform is green btw. i really miss you. i haven't seen you since the last day of school. you have made your choice and i know you won't regret it. we will be behind you all the way. oh gosh. im gonna cry. you must work hard and never forget us, ok?
loves, HR<3
ps. HAPPY WORLD TOILET DAY!!! MUST RMB 19 NOVEMBER OF EVERY YEAR OK?

Anxious

2008-11-17T22:29:00.003+08:00

hello. it has been almost 3 days since the date when the results were supposed to be out. i getting really worried and the anxiety is building up in my heart. i can't help it. oh goodness.
anyways, i'm planning the upcoming and long awaited ATP outing!!! yay. haha. so dramatic.
this next part is especially for yingjia. haha. to set the record straight, gracious was the most efficient in replying the email, followed by wye syn, then you and jas. so technically you are not the fastest but i appreciate the promptness in replying the email. thanks. and yes all those who reply by today are like fedex ok? all efficient! haha. nice right yj? haha. jkjk.
btw, gracious, your name in green leh. if you don't like you must tell me then i change. haha.
ok. i'm going back to awaiting for the results that are making me break out in cold sweat.
nevertheless, i went to the market with my dad that day and i saw this piece of paper stuck on the wall next to the fishmonger's stall at the nearby 'purple market'(i didn't take a picture but it's like this).
说了又不听
听了又不懂
不懂又不问
问了又不做
做了又做错
错了又不认
认了又不服
不服又不说
i think this is quite meaningful. and it should be applied to everyone regarding our attitude towards life. haha.

Cheated once again

2008-11-15T23:32:00.002+08:00

hello. the results didn't come out today in the end. i don't even know how is the school going to inform me of the results. i'm like terrified of the results but i have no choice. what am i to do? i feel like i'm drowning in this whirlpool of problems and anxiety. help me someone.

Yummy

2008-11-14T22:39:00.008+08:00

hello. today was mummy's birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!!!!
went for dim sum buffet for lunch. it was all you can eat so my mum and my dad and my grandma started stuffing me with all sorts of dim sum. ha gao, siew mai, xiao long bao and many others that i lazy to name. haha. ok. pictures to show how nicethe food was. not to mention that it was cheap too. value for money. if i'm not wrong $12.95 for adults and $6.95 for children. jas called me during lunch and we talked about the AHEMS(inside joke). haha. apparently this joke is only known to me, jas and iris. haha. lol. pix time!!
at the restaurant eating with family
this time with daddy
me and sisters
the yummy dim sum!!!
more food. wahahahaha!
really nice century egg porridge.
about finished food.

DESSERT!!!yummy mango pudding!!!
finished pudding. yj, you jealous? haha.
nice flower thingys so we decided to take pictures after the food.
we started taking reflection pictures after that. haha. this turned out kinda blur though.

family photo!!!(:
cutting cake(: cake was named mango paradise. met ms seah at the place we bought the cake and she gave us the "why are you all here look". haha.
anyways. had steamboat for dinner. i didn't take a picture though. really nice soup and had chilli crab as well. yay. all home cooked food. i think i increased 10kg in weight. haha. must go exercise and jas promised to go with me. yay.
appeal results released tomorrow. hope i get in!!!

Melancholic

2008-11-13T22:31:00.002+08:00

hello. i feel sad today. i didn't manage to get into the pre-select group for syf. band people will understand this. if i hadn't changed my section and instrument, i would most probably have got into the first group and not the last. blame it on my stupid back problem that made me unable to carry heavy things, which apparently my euphonium is.):
i hate this. i can't stand being inferior to others. i don't want to feel this way but i can't help it.i'm already trying my hardest to play as best as i can. i'm about to collapse. oh gosh. help me someone.

Short

2008-11-10T23:48:00.003+08:00

hello. went otu today to my mum's office to collect some stuff. went to ps after that and my sis surprisingly treated me stuff. yay. takoyaki!!!! the one yj recommended me to eat. it was deliciouso!!!anyway. here is a picure of it. that's all. i feel short today. haha. oh. before i forget.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY VIVIAN!!!

Uncertainty

2008-11-07T23:04:00.005+08:00

hello. i have this sudden uncertainty in my heart that i may not get into 3a1. after the appeal was submitted, i thought i may have a chance after all. butnow, thinking about it, the day of the results being only a mere 8 days away, i can't help but think about what if i don't get into my desired clss. what if i don't do well when i didn't get into the class i want. even if i did, would i do well?
such questions keep popping into my head. i can't help it. the uncertainty is building up. i feel so alone now that my close friends are all in different classes and me not knowing which class i may end up in. i thought about what bi hui said to me today. about me being the last few even if i get into 3a1. i'd have this massive bulk of stress on my shoulders and all. i don't think i'd be able to cope with syf coming up and me not knowing if i hold a place in the team who is going for the competition. with the prefectorial duties coming up as well as the project that i took part in. and most importantly my studies and my family. i don't even think i have time for them anymore. what should i do?
this is so confusing. i feel like i'm being rammed in the face by huge bolders of responsibilities and problems for me to solve. i'm really tired both physically and mentally.
miss those at people peer lite camp
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEIXI!!!

Band and all

2008-11-06T22:20:00.003+08:00

hello. it felt like i hadn't posted in like a gazillion years so here is a new post. yay. i had band today. which i felt was totally horrible. cos i couldn't play the scale properly which was bad. i've already been learning the french horn for nearly 3 months and still haven't mastered it. i feel like a total failure. we're about to choose people for the SYF competition by having auditions which i have a feeling i won't be able to pass. aaah. i can't take this anymore. without my seniors around, my sections sounds like crap. not that my section people are bad at playing but it's just we're not very good at it and we sound bad which really gets on my nerves. maybe i'm just plain lazy that's why i haven't mastered my instrument. oh well, i don't wanna talk about it anymore.
went out with iris yesterday. we went to hougang mall in the library. i went to return my books which i borrowed previously. and i had a hard time turning the library upside down to look for some geronimo stilton book for my sis which in the end i still couldn't find. sorry zhen!
did chem homework there. to put it specifically, iris did chem homework there. i guided her with it. haha. i feel accomplished cos i managed to finish 4 homework so far when some people haven't even started. yay me.
ok that's about all. byes.
BY THE WAY-----
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRACIOUS!!!!

Holidays? Really?

2008-11-03T22:19:00.003+08:00

hello. i just realised the pathetic state of my holidays. not as bad as the amp people but still. not being able to go out with my friends as well as having 9 band pracs just this month. what to do?
i feel pathetic. oh not to mention i'm piled with homework. haha. i can't bear to go through the torture of auditions for syf.
i'm like having a throbbing headache as well.
just let me die.literally.
p.s.the china twinning programme girls came back today. hope your guys enjoyed yourselves!!!(:

Homework

2008-10-29T11:43:00.002+08:00

how is it this is already the school holidays but it doesn't feel like it?
i have like 11 pieces of homework and 9 band pracs. not counting the december pracs.
i am just so tired nowadays. i was so enthu about homework just a few days ago but now i'm just too lazy to even lift a finger and do something about it.
the sec 4s are in the midst of battling against the o levels. my younger sis is having her eoys now. my dad says that if my younger sis doesn't do well for her eoys, i won't get spared. which is like so weird cos i'm not even the one taking the exam. nevertheless, jia you and continue striving hard.
come to think of it, i've reflected and i realised that i didn't really do well this year. was just plain lazy and rebellious against my work and talking back to my parents. i've decided to change for the better. hopefully i will be determined enough.

Nostalgia

2008-10-25T23:22:00.002+08:00

really missing my friends in china and those in singapore, looking at my previous post i realised how much i miss them all though we'll still be in the same school.

we should really ask ourselves this question:
will we be like those little children who see a playground and treat it like a haven and take on the life of an upper sec student with a bright smile or will we take it on with a never-ending frown when children are faced with a rainy day which does not allow them to play in their little playground haven?

our life is like a swing when there are ups and downs. we will be down eventually when the swing stops but we could choose to be optimistic the pits of life and start up the swing again, getting back on our feet. i hope to have that same courage to start up that swing again and approach upper sec life with a smile on my face.(:

Last or First?

2008-10-24T13:11:00.002+08:00

yesterday was the last day of school. the really dreaded'report book' was given back to us. i couldn't restrict myself from crying. when iris went to get her report book she came back crying which made me more nervous. and i started crying for no reason as well. i hate this. i hate it that i can't control my tears. i was so sad that i didn't get the subject combi that i want. lao shi was like i can't bear to see you so upset, want me to call your mum to explain to her? i was like no need. and lao shi was so nice to give me a hug to console me.(:
anyway, jas got the combi she wanted but started crying for no reason. she said that she was one of the few that got into 3A1 so she will be separated from the beloved ATP. then chunhsin followed and started crying because of the same reason. soon the whole class was in tears. oh gosh. we should really never be separated from each other. how i wish changes and separation would never happen and everything would just stay the same. but that is like impossible. but why? i just can't understand.
i'll miss everyone of you.
to esther who is going away:ALL THE BEST IN EVERYTHING YOU DO
to 2-1'08:I'LL MISS ALL OF YOU DEARLY
to ATP:DON'T WORRY ABOUT SEPARATION BUT THINK OF THE TIMES THAT WE WILL BE UNITED. THINK ABOUT HOW PROUD THE REST OF US WILL BE OF YOUR FUTURE ACHIEVEMENTS. DON'T CRY BECAUSE OF THIS BUT TAKE THE LOVELY MEMORIES OF US TOGETHER TO START THE LIFE OF BEING AN UPPER SEC STUDENT. EVEN IF WE CAN'T BE CLASSMATES, WE'LL STILL BE SCHOOLMATES AND MAYBE EVEN SEC 3 CAMP MATES! LOVES ALWAYS. NEVER FORGET EACH OTHER OKAY?

OMG

2008-10-22T19:21:00.004+08:00

hello. i'm like so dreading tomorrow, and i'm damn freaking pissed off by fb and stalker today. they were just so damn irritating. why is this happening. i hate them. i tried to forgive them. i really did. but i just can't. can she just stop following and sticking to us??

tomorrow, i will face my doom. hopefully a better doom. i really can't take it when i don't meet my expectations. i have prepared myself fully and decided to bring like 5 packs of tissue to absorb my continuing flow of tears. hopefully not that much though. i really don't wish to part with my friends and especially ATP. I'll miss you guys.

Stressed out

2008-10-19T22:56:00.003+08:00

why is it i'm under constant stress?
why is it expectations of me are forever higher than the rest?
just because i'm intellectually better? not that i am by a huge margin.
just because i'm a prefect?
do those things really make that much of a difference?
really?
you say you care for me?
do you really?
why are you indifferent towards me but not the rest?
why?

stressed once again.

THE DAY

2008-10-18T22:57:00.003+08:00

helloooooooos. i read yingjia's blog and i decided that i want to have an emo post as well. about the fast approach of THE DAY

THE DAYis like dreaded by everybody. although we aren't very close but we still miss each other. let alone the ones that are close. with the stree of those few digits and letters that determine our future, not only in PL but also in the road of life ahead. i can't undrstand why this is so. why is it that such meagre numbers will determine our destiny and how people would look at us in future? why is everyone so competitive and due to that drive us to our very own graves? why? why can't everyone just be equal? what an unjust world. it's like 4 days away. counting down to the day where all our tears will flow like the river. and the memories of us together will be playing like a film without sound. maybe we won't really cry. or maybe we will. oh gosh. how i really dread the day. i can't stand to see the people around me being sad. only to be in the same class next year and realise that we have cried for nothing. that's what happened in p6. we ended up in the same school and some of us, surprisingly in the same class. how sad and yet coincidental.

ok maybe this is not very emo. but still. how tragic it is. har har.

Enrichment. bleh

2008-10-17T22:49:00.002+08:00

yoz wazzup. ok that was weird. haha. i think i shall begin again.

helloooos. ok. that was much better. haha. i've been having enrichment for the past few days in school and they are known to pl-lites as POST-EXAM ACTIVITIES wahahahaha. ok i just feel all weirdy inside now for i have no idea what reason.
anyway, i had chinese enrichment on monday followed by some girl-to-girl feminine talk thingy. the mask making and chinese knotting was kinda fun. but the teacher took away my wonderful masterpiece):
on tuesday, the school had founder's day celebration and the school is 92 years old!!! Happy Birthday PL!!! following that i had physiotherpy at KKH. the therapist was kinda pissed off with me cause i didn't do it faithfully due to the dreaded examination period.
on wednesday, i had a sexuality talk. it was really fun and interesting as we learnt about how abstaining from pre-marital sex can give our future spouse the best gift of all. we had chapel after that. everyone was so restless and figidty.
yesterday, i had financial literacy lesson which taught us how to manage ouur finances in future and the importance of saving up now. the power of compounding is really great. haha. we also had post secondary education talk. i had french lesson and band as well.
today, we resumed "normal lessons" although we didn't really do that cause our teachers didn't actually come to class.
anyways, this week was mostly bleh. i nid to go now to bleh. bb. going to watch perfect cut.

Birthdays

2008-10-08T22:51:00.005+08:00

hello. today is daddy's birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!!!
we had steamboat for dinner and chocolate cake for the well birthday cake haha. now it's picture time!!!

theeeeeee wonderfullllll steamboatttt

theeeeeee extraordinaryyyyy cakeeeeeee

oh, we went to jade room restaurant to celebrate my dad's birthday in advance on sunday. and yup you guessed it. we ate steamboat. haha. it has become a diet for us. healthy mah. haha. pics time again.

just look at the irony. jade and jade. haha.

i found that these 2 chandeliers look like the one from phantom of the opera. haha.

random but fun pic(:

the big logo.haha.

oh, we finally finished the hated innovation week. we had to spend so much time but the only things we got were better social skills and better IT skills? haha. cos the information in everyone's advertisements were more of common knowledge already to people who had younger siblings as they had to look out for them.

oh oh oh, tomorrow and friday are dreaded as well. it's time for the showdown with the EOY results. i really hope i did well. sigh):

anyway, that's all for now. lazy to type already. sayonara(:

Children's Day

2008-10-01T19:19:00.000+08:00

today is children's day. yipee.everyone thinks that teenagers like us should be celebrating youth day instead of children's day. i mean we still have the child in us we have to satisfy the desires of. and besides, we would always be children in our parents eyes.
anyway. enough talk about that. i went to macs for lunch today at amk hub. i know. you may think macs is like whatever. but i haven't had a proper macs meal for like i think 5 months. which is like a gazillion in ruby years. haha.
then, i thought my parents brought us grocery shopping at ntuc instaed of getting gifts when i told her what i wanted for children's day like i think 2 days before hand. oh well, at least my dad brought my phone for repair and now it's alive!!!
he told me that i owed him like 70 bucks for the repair but i was like" can this be children's day gift?" and he went laughing away. haha.
oh yah. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ISABEL! this is important because i am her partner for almost every class. hee(:
ok like that's all i dunno what else to type so i shall stop here.

Regained Freedom

2008-09-30T19:20:00.002+08:00

hellos. EOYs are over and i have finally regained my freedom. haha. 2-1 is sensitive to this line(inside joke).
i have this feeling that i screwed up my science and most probably won't be able to go to 3A1.):
nevertheless, there's still 3A2 and 3A3. which still leaves hope for me.(:
ok now it's play play play!!!:D

In The Middle Of Nowhere

2008-09-26T19:04:00.002+08:00

hellos people. it's like in the middle of EOYs now.i just finished 1 week of exams and i'm so damn tired. i have 2 papers left so gambatte!!
mainly hcl and science(3 modules).
i'm rather happy about hcl. maybe because i like chinese. many people think i'm weird because of that. haha.
science i'm not so confident. cos of physics and chem. i love bio!
mrs phua's a really good teacher. actually all of them are good teachers. mrs chong and mr pang. it's due to my likes and dislikes that give me the end results.
i really should change my attitude about that. hahas.
i gtg play and r&r now.
byes.

EOYs

2008-09-19T22:24:00.002+08:00

hello. i know this is an inappropriate time to blog but i just felt like blogging. haha. 2 days later EOYs would begin and i'm still blogging! how smart. not. anyways this is a little something that i would like to share with all mugging people out there. i heard this on TV that day.

“我认为生命里我们想弥补的东西很多。像涂改液一样，涂了之后表面上看起来是没了污点，但，不管我们怎么补偿，怎么弥补，污点还在，还是犯下了错误。而涂改液只会一直提醒我们自己所犯下的错误。所以我们做事之前三思而行，不然后悔就来不及了。”
i think that we try to make too many amendments to many things. like correction fluid, no matter how much we apply, no matter how much we try to perfect it, although it may look alright on the surface but underneath, the mistake is still there. the correction fluid also serves as a reminder to us of our mistakes in life. so we should make the best of life and not live to regret it.

i think this statement is very meaningful and i hope that this would help in some way or another for any of the readers.

that's all for now. now back to mugging.

2008-09-11T12:45:00.002+08:00

hello fellow readers. having IT lesson now. having math later. ):
sec 4s finished their prelims today.(: which is good cos they have been mugging hard.
anyways,i'm kinda bored and the IT teacher told us to continue blogging. so yah here i am.
haha. random me but nevermind.
we did a chinese recording just now. so fun. the storyline who was come up by wye syn, was hilarious. wang lao shi took so many of our unglams. tsktsk. haha. no offence lao shi(:
anyway,really bored now. wye syn is on my right together with gtao,chun hsin, vivian and yt, and jas and iris on my left. all using the com for personal gains. weird word choice there. haha. ok. i am really bored.
EOYs are in like 10 days. what to do?
mrs cumar gave us a worksheet on geography today with weird questions that were set in my grand buddy's time.
haha. also not that long ago. 2 years.XD
ok time to go.
byes!(:

1/2 ATP Outing :D

2008-09-07T22:20:00.005+08:00

hello. went out on friday with iris, chun hsin, gracious and wye syn. went to study at bishan library. following that we went to watch a movie which was quite ok. chun hsin was damn hilarious. she had popcorn all over her after the movie. haha. after the movie we decided to go window shopping. yes. bored us. haha(: we walked past this place where they did little paint crafts that you can stick on your window( i dunno what they are called). me and chun hsin didn't do them before so she wanted to have a 'childhood'. haha(: here are some pics to help you understand what i just said.

after walking for a while more, we decided it was time to go home and so we parted our different ways.(me and iris went to meet our mums at diff places.) before that we took pics again.(:

that's all(:byes

bored

2008-09-01T17:36:00.004+08:00

hello. the day before was my maid's birthday.hurray. she has worked with my family for 14 years. yes. 14 years.YES FOURTEEN.she came 2 months before i was born okay. yes. the wows. i have called her tita since young(tita is auntie in tagalog).
anyways, she has accompanied me for 14 years and now i shall upload some pics.(sorry that the pics are horizontal)

my maid/domestic helper sounds nicer though. her name is viola by the way.(:
my sis and tita together with duckie.
her birthday cake
me and tita. i know my hair's a bit... but that's besides the point. look at the height difference. that is the result of growing for 14 years. haha.
my sis, duckie and tita again.

ok that's all. here i must wish her a very happy birthday.(:

ok. now on to my second part of the post. i sound like a debater. anyways, it's now the september school holidays. everyone is studying/mugging and i'm here blogging. how smart of me again. not. i was so bent on finishing my holiday homework by today but here i am distracted by the almighty computer. anyway, my lian bi is coming around ok. i should be able to finish it by today and maybe a little of the clay marble homework mrs ong gave us. and i still have some poem to finish for some competition and i dunno how to start. haiz. that's what comes out of laziness. i am like falling sick easily nowadays and worst is EOYs are approaching real quickly. die.what am i to do?

i think i know. i should go bathe now and continue with my mugging.

i feel like i'm talking to myself. hahas.

kay bye ruby. hahas.

Teacher's Day!

2008-08-29T22:08:00.005+08:00

hello. today is teacher's day cum ACES day. had celebrations in school. wasn't feeling well though. anyway, ACES day was fun with the dancing and everything. melanie was a very fun instructor.(:
during teacher's day concert, the sec 4 classes had wonderful items put up for everyone. their songs included what they had learnt over the last 4 years in the school. really cool.8-)

the next part is dedicated to all teachers.

What are TEACHERS?
teachers are like stress balls. when we are stressed, we sometimes vent our anger at them and shout/scream at them. intentionally or unintentionally. what do they do? they bear with it and talk to us calmly.

teachers are like rubberbands. the ministry of education gives them a syllabus and they have to finish it by the end of the year just before the exams. what do they do? they stretch themselves to the maximum just to teach us.

teachers are like encyclopaedias. we students ask them millions of questions and expect them to be able to answer them all. what do they do? they try hard to answer all the questions in our inquisitive minds one by one patiently and make sure that we understand.

teachers are like weight lifters. we add to their workload and what do they do? they juggle their work just to accomodate us and help us as best as possible.

teachers are like owls. they are wise and they use their wisdom to help us in whatever we have problems with.

teachers are like parrots. they ask us questions and we not only don't reply, we keep our big mouths shut and heads down. what do they do? they keep repeating the questions tirelessly until someone answers so that we would understand the topic and clear our mind of doubts.

teachers are like friends. when we are feeling down, what do they do? they comfort us to the best of their abilities. they seek out our problems from the depths of our hearts and try to help us solve it. when we are feeling happy, they share our joy with us.

this year i didn't prepare any gifts but i would like to thank all teachers who have taught me and i sincerely wish from the bottom of my heart that they would have a very happy teachers day!

Results

2008-08-28T23:13:00.007+08:00

hello. i got back my report book today. mdm wang said that i have to improve greatly in my math and english if i want to go to and A class in sec 3. so stressed up.
mummy bought mos burger for me today for dinner.(actually she owe me since i got back bio results)haha.

hygeine is important when eating such yummy food(:

wonderful yummy teriyaki chicken burger

half eaten

my finished burger

My Results
English-C5(i know this is bad)
Higher Chinese-B3
Math-B3
Science(Bio)-A1
Literature-B3
History-B4
Geography-A2
Design&Technology-A1
Art-B3
yay for my good results and boo to my bad ones. overall kudos to me this term as i improved a lot. yay. byes.

Blogs

2008-08-25T22:34:00.002+08:00

hello. i guess everyone is filtering their blogs now within the 24hour time frame given.
tomorrow is NO HOMEWORK DAY!!! hurray? i still have band prac though.:(
anyway, i watched totoro again and barbie movie. i know this is a little childish but the songs were nice. i think that's all.
hahas. byes.

Phantom Of The Opera

2008-08-24T23:16:00.002+08:00

hello. i am now an avid fan of this wonderful production.YAY!!!
i watched it twice just this weekend.
this is a random post.
ok that's all. hahas.

Hello.

2008-08-21T23:13:00.004+08:00

hello. this is the kusong lyric that i wanted to share. i realised that wye syn has a flair for this.

This song is ZUI JIN by SAM LEE(:(WYE SYN'S KUSONG VERSION)
你很早就起床
睡好吗
会饿吗
想不想我请一起去吃麦当劳
听说你最近还满stress
还好吗
问题吗
需要我来给你english tuition 一下

你不要哭我不能接受
你这样感动
要读好书别学我这样
只进NTU
我相信你本领
考进RJC
或你O-level 考straight-A 进Hwa Chong Institute

你进JC我们就搬去
Kovan Melody
要一起住还是要分居
两个都可以
对面Heartland Mall旁边MRT
很方便，要pat tor* 也很容易

结婚后就生很多baby

really good right?(By the way, this has no offence to any school mentioned. they just so happen to rhyme)

anyway, i took back my math and geog and chinese marks today. quite satisfied.
Math: 69.5(you may think it's low but i improved like 19 marks)
Geog: 70.1(I think)
Chinese: 68.4 (I got like second in class!!!)

that's all. i'm sleeeeeeeeeeepy.
gdnight!

Results!!!

2008-08-18T22:45:00.003+08:00

hello ppl. my class got back bio results today. i'm like so happy. i got 3rd in class with a total score of 90!!!that is like my first 90+ in my whole report book. i know i haven't been doing well. still, i'm happy.(:
i got back my dnt results too last week. one of the top in class with jasmine with a score of 82. quite satisfied with my marks so far.(:
really hope to pull up my class and level position.
scared like crazy now for english, math, lit and history results. stressed out.
the competition in my class is so strong. everybody is like enemies during examinations, fighting to be the best. i can't stand this.
anyways, not feeling well now. going to sleep in like 5 minutes after i finish posting. so yup. bye. hahas.

Life After CTs again but for Term 3

2008-08-15T22:36:00.003+08:00

hello. i finally conquered CTs!!!!!yay!(:
i had bio paper today. relatively manageable. i stupidly put the wrong answer for "where is the sex hormone testosterone produced?"
i can see it already. 1 mark just flew away. lit influence. imagery. hahas.
here's a picture of my notes when studying last night.

this is how thick my bio notes are. as thick as this box file. right to the brim. so freaky.

i have this feeling that i may not do well for CTs. how?
haha. but this is just a FEELING. haha. gtg. bb.

Common Tests

2008-08-14T12:08:00.003+08:00

hello. i am dying from mugging from common tests. have finished 4 tests so far and i'm going to conquer the last paper tomorrow,BIOLOGY!!!!
having IT lesson now. teacher's supervising us and checking to see if we have any problem with our IT project and blog.
jas is next to me studying for bio. kiasu. hahas. no offence. (:
and now wye syn is using her chair to bang jas which will cause an impact and hit me.
now she is laughing freakily. hahas. teacher is talking but no one is listening/ paying attention. i feel sad for her. she's trying her best but i can't even hear her. hahas. ok gtg. bb.

Picture Time!!!

2008-08-10T23:20:00.007+08:00

hello. decided to post some pictures(not following date of course).

ATP(:

ATP(:

ATP(:

ATP(:

a weird pic that i took

the mind boggling puzzle before

after the puzzle is solved

Randomness

me, my sis, and my maid taking a 'for fun' pic.

me and my sis wearing contrasting clothes. hahas.

OKIES THAT'S ALL FOR NOW. BYES.

p.s. common test is in 2 days and i'm blogging. how clever of me. not.

Me In Pain

2008-08-06T22:09:00.003+08:00

hello. went to kkh yesterday for checkup. the doctor said that i have some wear and tear in my spine and if i'm not careful i will get a SLIP DISK. then i went for physiotherapy. my therapist was really funny. more warm and friendly compared to the last time. she asked me to do a few stretches to increase the difficulty of the therapy. one of them required me to go on all fours and lift one leg.

this is our conversation while i was doing the therapy.
P-Physiotherapist
R-Me
P:do you feel as if you are coming nearer to me?
R:yes.
P: then go away.[then she started giggling to herself.]

haha. then she pressed on my spine. i indicated to her that i was in pain and she was like "i'm sorry ah. bear with it ok? i'm shifting your spine." and then i got a shock. haha. but i had to bear with it.

anyway then she made me go through some shockwave thing which is like some heat therapy to promote healing deeper near the spine.

it was quite comfortable. the room was cold and my back was warm under the machine so i FELL ASLEEP. haha. couldn't believe it. lols.

ok that was all that happened at the hospital. today was kinda boring with compre test and zuo wen test. chinese teacher was funny though. haha. after school i went to the library to study with jasmine and iris. we ended up talking more than studying. hahas. yup.that's all for now. byes.

Changed My Blogskin

2008-08-02T23:15:00.005+08:00

hello. i just changed my blogskin as well as my url.(:
i went to IMM today. haven't been there for like years(since my toddlerhood). changed A LOT!!
went there for shopping of groceries and i went to ajisen ramen for dinner!!!! the following pix will tell a story. haha at least i think they will.

we were waiting for our food to be served after ordering. then my sis saw the napkins that they had and made a brainless comment. "will this picture be printed on our face when we wipe our mouth?" then the lady from the next table was looking at her like a freak. haha.

my food!!!! hahas.then i realised i for got to take a picture of the dishes when it was finished. sianz.

and after that i took a picture with the little mascot outside the restaurant. which was seriously cute.

anyway that's kinda all for now. back to mugging for me. bye.

Long Time No Blog

2008-07-14T23:25:00.011+08:00

hello. long time no blog. had shingles and was on mc for a week.):
haha.went for magicbox on saturday. was really great(: enjoyed myself thoroughly. real glad that my grand buddy invited me.(:
ticket for magicbox

then on sunday i went to vivocity and had a picture escapade. super fun.(:
rocket!!

posing with the statue like thingys(:
by the nice sea view(:

jump shots!(:

swingy like thingys(:

well,that's all for now. have many tests and exams coming up. i think i am going to collapse cause i can't catch up.haha. got to go. buaiix.(:

sad sad me

2008-06-21T22:57:00.002+08:00

hello.school hols are gonna be over in 1 day. i'm so sad.we didn't have an atp outing.:(i'm not going for sec 2 camp. cos of my back.hurt it during pb retreat.

talking about pb retreat cum sec 4 07 farewell, it was really fun.:)
i got to interact with fellow prefects making sandcastles at east coast park. we learnt about life's philosophy as to how to have everything in the right proportion. just like making sandcastles;we must have the same amount of sand,water and pressure to make a good one.in life;we must also have things in the right proportion if not it will not turn out well.

following that, we went to our mystery place which was kranji war memorial. we spent time reflecting on our lives and what we wanted to be inscripted on our tombstone. it was a time of sadness as well as rememberance as we recollected how the soldiers and innocent ppl risked their lives for the freedom of mankind. we also had to reflect upon our life thinking about how we want others to look at us as well as how we want to live our 'dash'.

afterwhich, we went back to school to get ready for the reunion.as my com was logistics we were kinda slack after cleaning the pb room cos our job was already done.:)when the reunion started it was kinda awkward cos the sec 2s were not close to the seniors. however, after some buddy time, we opened up(those whose buddy came).i took a few photos with my seniors.when they left, we started debrief and clean up. i only bathed at 11 plus in the night cos i was helping with the clearing up and my buddy was more pitiful. she bathed only at 12 plus 1.she's really great.:) and she didn't really get to sleep at all. i slept at 2 plus and woke up like dunno how many times.haha.a lot of us also didn't get much dinner. will really miss buddies when they leave.:(

that's all for now.have to chiong for the last time to finish my homework. goodnight.

Rubix Cube Fanatic

2008-05-28T22:58:00.004+08:00

hello.i decided to post twice today. i randomly decided to post about rubix cubes. i think i am a fanatic about them.haha. you can tell from the below pix.

haha. i think i am random. ok gtg bb.

BACK FROM MEGA CAMP!!!

2008-05-28T22:51:00.002+08:00

I'M BACK FROM MEGA CAMP!!! hurray!! i love mega camp 2008. it wa great. go johnny bravo we rock.although i got bitten by a leech, i enjoyed myself thoroughly.:)) especially the 4WD, it was great. although i don't have any pix, i really enjoyed myself thoroughly. i did. you can tell from the emphasis. haha.gtg bb.

Life after common test

2008-05-17T18:19:00.003+08:00

hi.i hate myself.haha.cause i know i must enjoy myself after the common test and be reaping the efforts i put in by getting A1s and A2s but i can't seem to reach A1.it just seems so far away.just this term alone so far i have like 3 Cs already,out of 9 subjects.i won't consider that actually good in a class standard of mine.even the way teachers scold us they add in the phrase'you are class 2 point 1.you shouldn't be getting such marks/i shouldn't be expecting such behaviour from you people.'

for the past week when i got back my results i really felt like just breaking down and cry which i did when i got back my mathematics marks.i reaaly don't understand why my classmates can get 80-90 plus but i just simply can't.i feel like such a failure.at this point of time, i really need consolation since my grades are slipping.i asked myself if it was my fault,if i was the one who didn't put in enough effort but i really did my best.sigh.i really dunno what to do.can you feel my stress and pain?

i am really thankful for friends like jasmine,yingjia,yee tin,wye syn,xin yu,iris,zi qi,chun hsin,gracious,vivian,mei xi and many others. they have given me a lot of encouragement and joy.i really thank them from the depth of my heart.cos without them i wouldn't have made it this far.they have helped me through thick and thin.thanks.

all i hope for now is to get at least an A1 in literature and i would be truly happy. i feel kinda emo now.haha. i have like cip on monday and my group has not even finished the boards for display.

i had p6 open house today. it was really a fun and painful experience. i got to have a taste of what it means to be a tour guide. i must be better prepared for such events in future cos i was kinda freaking out and i didn't really memorise my lines. however i really hope the parents did learn something about the school. my feet is still hurting from the court shoes that i was wearing.haha.but all in all it was fun. got to go now bye.

Crazy Birthday Girl

2008-04-29T22:56:00.003+08:00

hi.i am back blogging again.only this time it is 3 days before common tests,haha.my birthday was just over and i had like a wonderful chocolate cake bought by my mumfor my lunar birthday.(thanks:))
anyways,i am happy:) and i would like to thank all those who wished me a happy birthday.(not in order of wishing)
jasmine,zi qi,emerald,mummy,daddy,tita,po po,jade,iris,yeetin(with a slap:D),wye syn,ying jia,xin yu,calista,shabbna,chun hsin,mei xi,vivian,winnie(i think:)).yupps.i think that is about all.sorry if i didn't mention your name.:) that'sall.have to go zzz now.buaiix.:)

My Dead Blog

2008-03-21T18:47:00.002+08:00

haha.my blog is officially dead.nobody's tagging.i post only like once a month.haha.and now, another factor.i have to update my chinese blog too. the link is in the list on the right. went to vivo that day and found out that i am popular in supermarkets.as seen below.gtg now.bye.

SURVIVOR SYNAPSE '08!!

2008-03-09T23:26:00.003+08:00

hey.i went for the ultimate,stupendous, most extraordinary SURVIVOR SYNAPSE '08!! if it wasn't the fact that i was sick, it would have been more fantabulous. it was so much fun interacting with the different schools' prefects, getting to know each other, getting wet with water bombs together, getting to know how other pbs' function. SURVIVOR SYNAPSE '08 is definitely one not to forget. at first everyone in my group was kinda shy and quiet. however, by the campfire the whole group was totally rara ands energized.

our group leaders even made souveniers for the whole group. i think the credit of the success of this event should go to the teachers and exco of both host schools, namely pl and acs(br). obviously the credit should also go to the participating schools namely mgs/ri/vs/gms/zh/yy/acs(i)/etc. overall it was a great success and it was great fun.thats all for now. bye!

Life After CTs

2008-02-24T19:32:00.002+08:00

hey.long time no post.finally cts are over.yay!!more projects due!!bleh.:P.i don't think i am going to do well for math and physics though.considering the fact that it is very difficult to pay attention during physics.haha.as for math, too difficult to understand(for me that is).haiz.what am i ever going to do?haha.sounds so pessimistic.haha.pb installation is coming up on wed.i am having many rehearsals and band pracs.i dunno if i should go for the australia band trip.it is just so ex.what should i do? puzzled and confused me.haha.need to go now.byes.DINNER!!!yum yum!haha.XD

2008-01-05T22:30:00.000+08:00

hi.seems like a long time since i posted. have been bz with pb stuff. feels like both an advantage and disadvantage of being in the pb. ad:miss seeing weird/stern faces of teachers. dis-ad:missing classes and not understanding a word the notes/homework says although you have a self-explanatory textbook right in front of your face.i have a incident report test next thurs,the sec 1 orientation has 1 last day to go,plus teachers are having a high expectation of mehaha. i guess that's all for now.HAPPY ＮＥＷ YEAR!(a little late.i know)

2007 PSLE...

2007-11-22T22:51:00.000+08:00

hi...this year's PSLE candidates did very well...the highest is now the scholar of the scholars with a sky high aggregate of 294...2nd with 288... and third with 287...so sad she missed by 1 mark...but our school has done well too... the highest got an aggregate of 279 which is super cool...i only got 243...:( anyways... i hope that the future generations of psle candidates would do better...for now i dun want to go sleep although i like have a super long day ahead of me...

Felt Like Posting...

2007-11-20T17:44:00.001+08:00

hi...just felt like posting but i dunno what to post on...i know our family outing to pasir ris park... you all may think this is lame,childish,etc. but i think that besides it being fun and all it was good quality family time spent...will upload pix next time...the sec 4 farewell was kinda boring as we weren't really close to the sec 4s...the sec 2s and 3s were all giving them presents and we were all sitting there like retarded freaks...=.='' anyways will still miss them...thats all for now...bye faithful readers...:)

Didn't post for a long long long long long time...

2007-10-20T19:22:00.001+08:00

hi...as you can see from the title of the post...have not posted for quite some time...many things have happened...let me list them...
SEXUALITY WORKSHOP
had talks about teenage pregnancy and obviously from the course title (above)THAT topic...yupps...the whole day just practically went past like that...however the part about the celebrities not having make up on...models having anorexia and bulimia...freaked me out so bad...:(
GROOMING WORKSHOP
the whole day was just about ettiquette a person should have while shaking hands, talking on the phone, etc...the instructor was LISAR CHAN...i found her name of a weird spelling...anyways i had real bad luck that day...she chose me, shabbna and elvina to do a role play... the scene was about a student(me) introducing her parent(Shabbna) to the principal(Elvina)...we were laughing throughout...cause shabbna was my 'dad' and i accidentaly called elvina, MR LEE...haha...sorry elvina...
i think that is all so far...i lost my sexuality workshop handout and i am crazily looking for it... cause i need to put it in my enrichment portfolio...haiz...gtg...buaiix...

I dunno wad to type for the title...haha

2007-10-05T21:54:00.000+08:00

hi...had a fun time in school today...we made jasmine sit almost directly opposite charlene during lunch...she took a long time before realising...haha...so fun...sorry jas...haha...after that saw mrs lee hah and we were laughing our heads off(me,wye syn,yingjia and gracious)it wasn't intentional...her hairstyle was just...undescribable...when we finally plucked up our courage and stopped laughing, she was talking to ms seah...in the end only me and gracious went over to see her...the oher 2 chickened out?haha...then went home eat lunch while watching tv(watched a barbie movie...BARBIE AND THE 12 DANCING PRINCESSES...haha...)/sleep/bathe...then went to orchard to meet mummy at office to help bring back some stuff...ok thats about all...gtg...buaiix...

Long long time no post...XD

2007-10-03T20:36:00.000+08:00

hi...many many things have happened since i last posted...such as FUNFAIR!!!sadly Jasmine couldn't make it...CHILDREN'S DAY+EXTRA SCHOOL HOLIDAY!!!sadly had to run an errand for daddy...but it was still fun!!!tomorrow,there is band prac...we are getting ready for founder's day...as for today...Iris and i went to Xin Yu's house to do our math project...lunch was like a mountain...wahhh...then i had loads of fun exploring her shell collection...haha...then we had honey and mustard crackers for snacks...yummy...*slurps*...then went home...on the way to the bus stop i missed 2 consecutive 62...so gave up on taking bus and decided to walk home...on the way home saw a cat...yikes!!!it followed me so i had to walk one BIG round...okay, maybe it wasn't that big...so...by the time i got home, i was EXHAUSTED!!!but nevertheless i had to go pick my sister and i wore my NEW fbts...haha...and now i am blogging...haha...ok...gtg...buaiix...

Long Time No Post...

2007-09-21T21:53:00.000+08:00

hi...long time no post...ok lah... only about one week...haha...nothing much to post...and i also lazy...haha...ok...nothing else to say already...buaiix...

me...

2007-09-16T14:42:00.000+08:00

hi...i know...i have not posted for about a week or so now...just haven't been using the computer...many things coming up...small funfair meeting tomorrow with class with our new form teacher mrs koh as well as our new co-tutor mr lee...to finalize funfair stuff...having personal coaching with sir in the following weeks... haiz...so much to do...now,i got problems of my own as welll...what should i do???anyways...gtg...buaiix...

Bored Me....

2007-09-08T15:22:00.000+08:00

hi...people...me am bored....besides breathing, eating, zzzing, watching tv, surfing the net, blogging, tutoring my sis and reading, i simply have nothing to do...haiz...going back to school in 2 days time...what am i going to do...we are changing a form teacher...miss chan has 'left' us for england to further her studies...wish her all the best in her future endeavours...haha...LOL...ok...gtg...buaiix...

Hurray??

2007-09-06T18:58:00.000+08:00

hi...people there is good and bad news for today...good news is..#1:According to Wye Syn,my body is of quite a accurate proportion...Hurray!!!(for a person like my size, that is very nice to hear)...#2:I have figured out how to make straw hearts all on my own...obviously not forgetting what my 'wise' teacher taught me...p.s. my 'wise' teacher is non other than jing rong!!!!LOL! bad news is...i have to tutor my irritating sis bcoz her exams are approaching....AARRRRGHH!!!!!!!!!ok...gtg...buaiix...

My day today....

2007-09-04T20:59:00.000+08:00

hi...today i woke up like superdeeduperly early just for the modular training...and i started blogging at 7plus in the am...hahas...just lazy to post at that time...todae my harvest from the training was fruitful and i enjoyed myself thoroughly...i know all these is a little crappy but i am seriously bored...however my saviour is here...my show at 9pm!!!!!have to stop now....buaiix...

My September Holidays...

2007-09-02T23:04:00.000+08:00

hi...what should i do...having holidays like not having one...still have to go back to school...got modular training 2moro and day after...haiz...cannot help it lah...now have to go zzz...if not 2moro cannot wakie up....haiz...gd night and sweet dreams...zzz...

2007-08-31T16:07:00.000+08:00

hi...today we had teacher's day celebration and ACES day...very tiring...feel like throwing myself on the bed...went back to pl pri to see my sis perform...she was damn pro...very nice...sleepy me...*yawns*...anyways...i got to take pics with ms chan, ms ng and xie lao shi!!!*yay*...they turned out quite nice too...so fun...xie lao shi also said that it was rare to teach students who are sisters so she took pics with both of us (me and my sis)...she also got sherrie (vice head prefect of 2007) to take a pic for us...quite surprised that she did that though...still...i am very pleased with the pics taken...FANTABULOUS!!!

Life today...

2007-08-27T17:57:00.000+08:00

hi...today started off quite badly...i was late for this prefect meeting that i so called did not know about...left a bad impression to Renee and sherrie...however my spirits lifted up as the day went by...I did pretty well for english,chinese and art...:)...think i will surely get kicked out of PLPB...what should I do???haiz...so troubled and stressed...

Tagging & etc.

2007-08-26T16:51:00.000+08:00

I tagged on like so many ppl's blog todae...so tiring...hehe...
Shawn won last night's Campus Superstar... *Cheers*....supported him spiritually(means never sms or call)...sad...mum doesn't allow...haiz...but nonetheless congrats...oh yah...i am now officially a prefect on probation...Heng the school doesn't choose prefects by grades...
Igot like 55.7 for history can???it's like C5...i have never gotten a C in my whole entire life!!!!!Kena lecured by my parents like 1 hour plus...However, i have good news too...I got an A1 for my maths...81.9...Common test pulled me up...let me tell you my marks...
History-Class Test:9/20
-Project:2/10(Lowest In Class...:( ...)
-Common Test:38/60(Pulled My Marks Up:))
Total:55.7/100 (C5)
Mathematics-Class Test:12/15(25%)
-Common Test:34-1=33/40(75%)(hehe...never expected to get so high)
Total:81.9 (A1)
Science(Physics)-Class Tests:11/15
:11/18
-Common Test:37/50
-Independent Learning:3 points(converted to 1 point)
Total:74.3 (A2)
very lan lor compared to my other 1-1a classmates...so sad...anyways must be contented and must work harder...

hehe...1st post on my new blogskin...

2007-08-26T16:44:00.000+08:00

hey...i find my new blogskin simply adorable...thanks to my sis...