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Friday, October 24, 2008

Last or First?

yesterday was the last day of school. the really dreaded'report book' was given back to us. i couldn't restrict myself from crying. when iris went to get her report book she came back crying which made me more nervous. and i started crying for no reason as well. i hate this. i hate it that i can't control my tears. i was so sad that i didn't get the subject combi that i want. lao shi was like i can't bear to see you so upset, want me to call your mum to explain to her? i was like no need. and lao shi was so nice to give me a hug to console me.(:
anyway, jas got the combi she wanted but started crying for no reason. she said that she was one of the few that got into 3A1 so she will be separated from the beloved ATP. then chunhsin followed and started crying because of the same reason. soon the whole class was in tears. oh gosh. we should really never be separated from each other. how i wish changes and separation would never happen and everything would just stay the same. but that is like impossible. but why? i just can't understand.
i'll miss everyone of you.
to esther who is going away:ALL THE BEST IN EVERYTHING YOU DO
to 2-1'08:I'LL MISS ALL OF YOU DEARLY
to ATP:DON'T WORRY ABOUT SEPARATION BUT THINK OF THE TIMES THAT WE WILL BE UNITED. THINK ABOUT HOW PROUD THE REST OF US WILL BE OF YOUR FUTURE ACHIEVEMENTS. DON'T CRY BECAUSE OF THIS BUT TAKE THE LOVELY MEMORIES OF US TOGETHER TO START THE LIFE OF BEING AN UPPER SEC STUDENT. EVEN IF WE CAN'T BE CLASSMATES, WE'LL STILL BE SCHOOLMATES AND MAYBE EVEN SEC 3 CAMP MATES! LOVES ALWAYS. NEVER FORGET EACH OTHER OKAY?

(Ruby) ♥ 10/24/2008 01:11:00 PM