& my world will be coloured.

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Thursday, November 13, 2008

Melancholic

hello. i feel sad today. i didn't manage to get into the pre-select group for syf. band people will understand this. if i hadn't changed my section and instrument, i would most probably have got into the first group and not the last. blame it on my stupid back problem that made me unable to carry heavy things, which apparently my euphonium is.):
i hate this. i can't stand being inferior to others. i don't want to feel this way but i can't help it.i'm already trying my hardest to play as best as i can. i'm about to collapse. oh gosh. help me someone.

(Ruby) ♥ 11/13/2008 10:31:00 PM