Tuesday, January 6, 2009 |
oh well, tomorrow, it's back to lesson! i can't help but think i'm already lagging behind my classmates. it's a new class, new classmates, a new experience. but that fear is still lodged in my heart. what to do? i'm a born worrier. just finished my e math homework and i want to do hcl but i find it difficult. i tend to give up easily too. i want to change but don't know how. i wanted to be enthu about this year but that level of enthusiasm seems to have gone down. i just feel lethargic and all. i can't help myself. had band prac today as well. syf is approching real fast. but everyone is like not worried at all. i wouldn't say today's prac was good cos sir was angry with us not being self-initiated and all. but i had learned more about techniques and i would say i improved in my playing. anyways, i'm now down with a slight blocked nose and a little sore throat. i can't help but picture myself falling ill and just breaking down. what to do? |
(Ruby) ♥ 1/06/2009 10:32:00 PM |
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